Cuteness Overload

Well… I took another website trip again.

I ended up reading declassified CIA files for a while and somehow drifted into learning about hemi-syncing. I still have more to read later. It feels like one of those things where the deeper you look, the stranger everything starts sounding.

Then somehow the internet shifted moods completely.

I started seeing videos left and right of horrible treatment happening to clients and customers around Texas. Entire places immediately got  crossed off my map literally. One of the areas I wanted to visit in the future turned out to be far less ideal than I thought already, and hearing about the rodent virus situation made me want to avoid traveling it even more.

It’s easy how quickly places lose their atmosphere once you associate them with something unpleasant.

I also deleted a post called May It Stay That Way.

It mentioned one of my mother’s tactics, and honestly… I didn’t feel like keeping it there anymore. My website reflects my life, yes, but I also don’t want her presence sitting inside every corner of it either. I already deal with her enough in real life.

I think I’d rather keep any mention of her minimal.

Eating in my residence still sucks though.

There’s genuinely no enjoyment in it anymore. I realized graham crackers are completely off the table now too. Too sugary. Makes my nose run. Causes stomach aches. They don’t even taste good enough to justify it.

I don’t think I’ve had a meal I actually wanted all week.

The price of saving money I guess.

But somewhere in the middle of all of that, I came across this thing I absolutely need to kidnap for cuddles.

The noises it made.

Ahhhhhhh.

My feet literally started moving from happiness for a Brushbuddy. Not literally melting, obviously, but close enough.

So I guess the internet balanced itself out a little by the end of the night.