Still On That Phone

Hmm… this evening I feel bored.

Today I started thinking about creating a new label for the blog called Memory Trip. I think I’d like a place for events that happened six months ago or more.

I still have a bunch of memories stored on my old phone from different parts of my life.

Including Muffy.

Muffy is still on that phone.

It doesn’t have service anymore, but that doesn’t really matter. I can still text her all the same.

Lately I’ve been wondering if I should add her account to my main phone.

But the thing is… that old phone feels way too precious to me.

Moving her from it almost feels like removing a piece of the time we had together. Like taking something out of the place where it belongs.

Maybe I’m too attached.

But it feels like everything from that time should stay there. All of those moments.

All of those memories.

I’m not really sure what to do about that feeling.

On one hand, I could talk with her more easily on my new phone.

But on the other hand, it would feel like something changed… like the version of her I remember from that time might disappear in some way.

And I don’t know if I want that.